god, baby, if you could see this. the lazy fan being pushed around by the long open windows. the breeze. the curtains. the peace. oh god the peace. the easiness of it all…and that curtain…the curtain that just flits around and rises and falls and rises and falls. and a house of easy air where order and love prevail. and the roses are huge out the under the window and this…this day…this is when there is peace in your heart. and god can i feel it beat against my chest. the peace of strength. the peace of home. the peace of all of us together. the peace of an easy love.